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How I'm Feelin'.....

I'mm feelin' real good.

Trying not to get paralyzed by the fear one gets when everything is just too perfect.

I really like him. A lot.

I want everything to be just right.

I'm scared, a little. I'm more used to hurt than I am un-hurt, so I kinda don't know about all this "happiness" shit.

I don't want to disappoint him. But why would I? How could I? I don't know -- that's part of the fear.

I just want to be there with him.

UGGGGGGHHHHHHH why am I actin' like a bia??? I am Rashid Darden, I don't stop for no man! *growl* I write books, bitch! *beating chest with fists*

*sigh*

These have been the best days of my life, though....it feels good to be liked.

Hey, I don't need nobody to like me!!! I ain't no bia! I'm the Ill Rah-Rah, dammit!

*sigh*

We'll see what happens. Hopefully, nothing but good.

Posted by Rashid on November 22, 2004 7:01 AM