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This is my 200th post

I got sicker today...started coughing a lot more than I was earlier this week. Problem was exacerbated by some outside stress. Dealt with it, though.

I am about to hop into bed (before 8pm!) but before I do...

I don't know if I am setting myself up in a negative way, but when I think about him, I am really glad he's in my life. I do want to be near him, somehow...on one hand it sucks that I pretty much feel the same way about him as I always have. But...I guess it's better to have feelings that not have them.

Seems like I talked about something like this in my old blog....

I don't like him with the mushy like. I like him with the like of resignation....the like that makes you sigh and just be like "fuck it, i'm just gonna have to like him." at least until someone else comes along. and you kinda don't want that to happen because you can't imagine liking anybody else the same way. and maybe you won't. but that's not a bad thing.

i dunno, i'm trippin as usual.

Posted by Rashid on February 17, 2005 7:25 PM