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Dream
I had a dream about him last night.
He, the man who has been on my mind non-stop for the past two weeks or more.
I was at his place in the dream. The interesting thing about the way our minds work is that since I've never been to his home, my mind had to use a template for what his home might be like. So the gap was filled by making it my old apartment on 16th street.
I was sitting on his couch and he threw down a blanket and pillow for me. I raised my arms out to hug him, but he walked away.
Disappointed, I fell asleep. I work up in the four o'clock hour and used the light of my cell phone to find my way around the dark apartment. My intent was to find my way into his room and just look at him. I also needed to see if his boyfriend was in there with him.
He appeared to be by himself, naked except for the sheet that was barely covering him.
I went to the bathroom with the intention of taking a hot, early morning shower. I wanted to sneak out so I wouldn't have to see me in the morning.
If he was alone, I couldn't understand why we couldn't share his bed.
That's all I really remember of the dream -- I'm pretty sure that was it.
Posted by Rashid on October 7, 2006 7:36 AM